. . . and life goes on . . .

Well, it's probably not a huge surprise having read my previous blogs about married life, but my marriage is over/ending. Todd told me he wanted a divorce on June 28th. It was really weird, because it broke my heart, yet it felt okay. I love Todd and always will. He's an amazing man with many talents and so much potential. But we aren't on the same planet when it comes to priorities. Granted, I haven't lived up to my priorities for the past 3 years, but I've tried.



So now I am alone, and that hurts the worst of all the pain I am going through. It's hard to see hope, but I know it will work out okay in the end. I deserve a guy who adores me and wants to do all he can to make me happy. Why do I deserve that? Well, because that's what some guy out there deserves from me. Finding that guy is the hard part that I'm not too excited about right now.



Also, my employment has had an abrupt ending. Kind of like my marriage, I feel like it is the right time, but it still sucks and hurts. I've spent nearly 4 years at this job, and have sacrificed SO MUCH for the progress of the company. I've always loved the job and the work, but the people I've had to deal with are the less wonderful part of it. I am looking forward to working Mary Kay more, finding a FUN job to pay the bills, and finishing school this fall.



Yes, life will go on. I will be okay. I will wake up completely happy one day, and I'll be with a man who loves me completely and unconditionally. I'll have little rug-rats running around the house, and I'll be making good money pursuing my career in Mary Kay. Life will go on.

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